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about
This song is just a collection of feelings I had while undergoing Chemo Therapy and being diagnosed with the Cancer in my neck. I had constant panic attacks and developed a habit on Oxycodone that i was prescribed to deal with the pain from the cancer. This track was recorded during the chemo therapy process.
lyrics
Rectify what's mine; The cancers bleeding through
I can't find a reason not to let go and-
It's alright, it's fine, no one should be worried at all
Always the punchline, i'll take that all i'm
Waiting for my moment to come
The moment I molt and become someone
Whichever way i lay to sleep
Those better days are wasting away
Whatever way they enter me, I feel conquered
I am left beaten down
Above me is grace I am running in place
No fear to be frayed, I'm afraid I won't waste
Your fingers inside here
My future made brighter
Through eye-lids peeled wider
I'll see through this nightmare
i'm waiting- screaming through the nights to become
Something better, something that can love someone
If withdrawal and mood swings won' force me to change
Then it's better this tumor wants to take me away
Goodbye everybody, I'm leaving you now
I'll be seeing you soon, and if I don't
I tried my best to.
credits
from [Empty],
released December 16, 2016
Nathan Calcagno
Adam Cormier
Jared Mackler
Jesse Arruda
Liam Geary
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